Servant of Sorrow

Memories start to fade, only a gray thought of something
 Was it even me?
 All the scars remind me I was somewhere
 Forgotten you were so don't dare to rise
 Stay in your tomb, whoever you were
 
I washed myself with pain a long time ago
 So deep that nothing can reach me
 
These deep shadows of my heart, crushing pain
 It follows in voices, the rooms, the garden
 Leaving me to bleed the truth of it all
 
Who ever is sentenced to love will bow down as a servant of sorrow
 
Searching memories of the days of light
 It will kill me, even a touch of warmth
 But I long for it more
 Than the stone I've turned to
 
Alone in this castle, in these halls of gloom
 An old shape, once a brave man
 Now the servant of sorrow