Anyone Out There

One cold winter of many tales, trails of blood left in frozen snow
A family slaughtered by a loved one, forgive scarecrow
I turned against god and everything that I cared for most
Police arrived, candle light, butcher knives, bloody bedposts
Found staked on the floor soaked in evidence of the root of violenceOnly a teen, sent to spend my final life in an insane asylum
So furious of past, I'm an adult, I feel better now
But no matter, I tell them that "I know, they'll never let me out"
I rot in this dread, my only world's the one in my head
I hate psycho-therapists, I walk amongst walking deadEveryday, yes, every single day, peepin' ways to escape
I got to find a way out this place, it's a must, got to find a way
I'm pullin' hair up out my freakin' head yo
They trippin' 'cause a nigga put his ass in a choke hold
I wanna go psycho and kick this mutha fuckin' force, boiIn a padded room I know I'll never get up out this hole
I'm pacin' back and forth across this room
I gotta think of somethin', man, I got to make a move
The day I killed my fuckin' family in a week or two
I got to get up back out there, I wanna do it again foolGettin' cool with the old ass maintenance man
I told him, "If you help me out I'd put a lotta papers in your hand"
I stashed a lotta dough in dirt before a nigga left it
If you help me out when I get out I'll give you half on that deal
The old man ready, he grinnin', that strayLook here gramps, meet me at my door for the plan round 'bout eight
Check it pops, you got to get a shovel and a pine box
Put me in the ground and dig me out once they talk to the cops
I'm gonna need a slight overdose of some mother fuckin' sleepin' pills
So while I'm waitin' in the dirt, I won't breathe up the air in hereSneak in the office get the keys off of Dr. Malique
And while you doin' that I'll take the pills so I fall asleep
I started feelin' my awareness fadin' away, I could slightly hear
All the dirt gettin' tossed on to the pine crate, I awoke
And in my square waiting to be freed but from the light I seen
Someone killed the maintenance man that dormant with meI'm scared, is anyone out there?
Damn, I'm scared, is anyone out there?
I'm scared, is anyone out there?
Damn, I'm scared, is anyone out there?